In a house of wreckage of love and warmth
The phone buzzed like a woodland bee.....
I can't stop the wild pain,
I'll give her a big hug.
In the embrace of pain, I realized everything.
Pain is mad, brave, powerful,
Her hands are murderously sensual,
In them she holds my heart.
Putting me in a mad rush,
The pain provided an invaluable lesson:
She taught to be loudly silent,
She taught me how to scream silently.
Now I'm used to not talking about the pain,
To meekly, humbly see you off,
An injection of wisdom pain injected into me,
I wish I had hugged her so late.
I won't scream in pain anymore
And shower you with bloody tears,
Ready I am silently, again and again,
To face the maddening pain with a smile.
No, it doesn't hurt, I can take it,
Let me humbly escort you out,
Only at night when I put the kids to bed,
Madly and passionately I will embrace the pain.
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I bought roses for Truth,
To teach Lies a lesson,
But with thorns they are and give only tears,
Who would help me hug them?!
Leyla Yusupova.